a day in the park

starting to realize the ultimate nature of this reality....
....all is brahman
there is no object
no this, that......
everything is one......
down a twisted path I ran into god....in the mirror
dancing the dream everlasting.......
...........or am I dreaming the dance?
a new life
hear the call of soul's destiny.....
weave unique vibrations through expression......love
I channeled a spirit, called by the shaman's brew that I had ingested and the drums
always the drums....
I know what it is like to be inside a womb of sound, nurtured by intention
born in the moment of now
surfing the vibrations of that magickal interaction between musician and crowd
the drummers and the people that wander into and through the park......
that spirit was powerful in ways that I thought deep in my heart to be myth.........
............. .....there is a power that is called when there is music
and there is an ancient power that is called when there is drums
................................................................................ the rhythms
they are like telescoping, slinky time dilations, sexy and sensual, sliding against my consciousness
seducing me, tempting me deeper
writhing wormholes phasing into
and out of
different timespace realities..............
a mad puppeteer......wrenching instinctual, powerful, graceful motions from the geometries of my body
beat beating into my heart/soul/feet/body/head/everything.........
I know that some of the people in the park that day saw something that they may never see again....
a dancing god.......
at times (I) felt a puppet to the power of the spirit.......at others a wonderful merging.....
a loss of self/other......
the beauty of a still leaf in the flurry of the hurricane
the witness watching
river flowing
downstream
awake
..
I know now what has always existed in the teachings
mere words until now
I have experienced that which can not be written, read, explained, or looked for
can I ever be the same?
this experience is so unique.....
we can one time in our life be totally unsure why to continue
and yet one day we find ourselves floating in the sea of infinite bliss
dancing with the beloved
just for today remain peaceful
just for today remain calm
honor your parents, teachers, elders, and ancestors
give gratitude to every living thing
earn your living honestly
pray for the healing of all humanity